.but the view's going to be worth it, i promise

truth

"No sin is worse than the sin of self-pity, because it removes God from the throne of our lives, replacing Him with our own self-interests. It causes us to open our mouths only to complain, and we simply become spiritual sponges -- always absorbing, never giving, and never being satisfied. And there is nothing lovely or generous about our lives"

You are not a god
Created by human hands
You are not a god
Dependant on any mortal man
You are not a god
In need of anything we can give
By Your plan, that’s just the way it is

You are God alone
From before time began
You were on Your throne
Your are God alone
And right now
In the good times and bad
You are on Your throne
You are God alone

You’re the only God
Whose power none can contend
You’re the only God
Whose name and praise will never end
You’re the only God
Who’s worthy of everything we can give
You are God
And that’s just the way it is

always.

Did You rise the sun for me?
Or paint a million stars that I might
Know Your majesty?
Is Your voice upon the wind?
Is everything I've known marked
With my maker's fingerprints?

Breathe on me
Let me see Your face
Ever I will seek You

'Cause all You are, is all I want, always
Draw me close in Your arms
Oh God, I wanna be with You

Can I feel You in the rain?
Abandon all I am to have You
Capture me again
Let the earth resound with praise
Can You hear as all creation lives
To glorify one name?

"...Do you know what the most important color is in an artist's palette?... Child, it's black. Black is the most important color for an artist. You see, without black there is not depth. Without black everything appears flat. But mix black with any color and you can paint an object so real you want to reach out and touch it."








“...In our lives the darkest times, the days that are bleak and black, add depth to every other experience. Like the dark bits of color in a mosaic, they add the contrast and shadows that give beauty to the whole, but they are just a small part of the big picture.”

Do I have strength as hard as stone?
Is my body made of bronze?

a lot of times when i'm talking to people on aim, i realize the need for a sad smilie
but they don't have one...

so i tried making one:











i think the third one is a success. what do you think
the first one doesn't even look sad here! it did on paint
and the second one... -__-;

so apparently the prvious owner of my new cell phone number's name is chanel

i have found out these facts about her through various text messages over the month
that i replied to as numerous 'sorry i think you have the wrong number's:


-she is either a junior or a senior
-actually that might not be the case, but she had her prom recently
-she has a friend named homer who calls her 'man'
-homer works with her
-homer has a friend that is addicted to drugs
-homer wants chanel to talk to his friend's boss for him
-chanel is a good worker (that's an assumption)


-__- i don't know why they kept texting me after i told them i'm not chanel...

and today when someone with a random area code texted me i naturally thought
it was someone looking for chanel. i was getting kind of impatient so i just texted:

'hi are you looking for chanel i think you have the wrong number or she changed it'



but it turned out to be... someone i know... =__=


at least this lady doesn't keep calling me anymore
she kept leaving me angry voice messages in spanish
i even tried talking to her in spanish, tell her she has the wrong number
and failed