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it takes 15 hours on the airplane, or
8 hours of driving,
or actually, barely 30 minutes from the border

to get back to my world.


how easy is it to go back to $3.50 cappuccinos, to $65 gas refills, to my one-click-away everythings, to my 'occupied' mind and state.

not that they're coherently bad...





i think in the past month i just realized... how much more room there is in my thoughts, reactions, perspectives, 'passions'. for God. what does this really mean:


"Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is- His good, pleasing and perfect will." -Romans 12:2