i've been privatized-blogging for the past month... it was just so much to absorb and digest and try to make sense of and start building and listen and and yeah. you can't (well i can't...) really do that publicly... and i must admit i just typed "publically" and back-spaced it because my smart macbook red-underlined it for me. puahha.
today is TUESDAY which means they have shrimp tacos @ el mercado! hooray. finally
this is like my 3rd blog today. for the past hour i've read my blogs since february. i realize i've been blogging since 7th grade starting with xanga (i think my first one was like co0ki3zNcr3am or something... ahhahaha ew.) but i've really been consistent! and also kept physical journals... i am quite proud and they've definitely played a big role over the years.
wow i just read this survey in my old old xanga that asks my friends: "can you see us as friends five years from now?" and it's actually been almost 5 years... and most of the answers are accurate.. crazy. and the inaccurate ones are sad :(
yes anyways... college is great. i really like. enjoy. i tire. i stress sometimes, but really.. God's provided me with sO much, and constantly assures me...
it's been quite a full month, and i think He's just revealing to me what He's going to work in me and also build in me the next couple years. there are four things... and if you ask, i will gladly share :)
and despite me feeling like i have not been completely in tune, or as in tune as i should be, with where He is, He's still been doing so much. "in the moment of my weakness, you give, me grace to do Your will"... it's amajing. because i know it's definitely not by my own actions or even attitudes, but through Him just choosing to use me, even in my not-the-best-spiritual-states. i will tell you stories in person. :D
random :) moment:
-a grandpa staff member @ plaza who, whenever he successfully swipes my card (mine's one of those annoying bent ones that you have to swipe at least 4 times for it to get through) around the 3-4th time, smiles to himself (and i can see though he tries not to hide it).
okay back to week 5~
