I was walking back from snake path by myself, at a kind of hour I should call an escort... but didn't and started singing songs to Him.
And I noticed as I passed by a person, a group of people... a couple... that I hush myself- yeah, out of fear of what they will think of me. And I found myself quieting myself even more when I would come across parts of the songs where it made it CLEAR that the song was about God or making really bold statements (example: Jesus, I believe in You, and I will GO...)...
When do I allow myself to be drowned out? When do I allow my songs to be drowned out and start paying attention to the lyrics of another? By my own thoughts?
Then I decided to sing even louder as I passed by the radio station. As I passed by another person. Maybe, possibly, that person will pause for even a second to think about this Jesus. Maybe, that person will just think that I'm a Jesus freak or someone who's really depressed and a loner walking alone and singing because she's scared. So what? Then, so be it... But I want the first possibility to be the reason why I choose to sing even louder.
For perfect love drives out fear-
There is no fear in love.