Two prayers or... desires He's giving me for this coming year

1) Humility 

-because I want to be about what You are about... 

-I don't want my security to be the favor of men, but Yours only 

-how foolish would it be to build something that will pile up like dust and blown away. (meaning building up my kingdom in any sense, not His) 

-I don't want to be dependent on my own skills, abilities, talents, to draw people, to "love" freshmen... Dang. that would be tragic. 

2) to be transformed by His Word

-this is so broad... and a lot... I know. 

-but at least for Him to get started (puhaha) , at least as much as how prayer has, freshman year. 

-to be convicted of more 'hidden' areas of my heart.. convicted constantly by the Spirit

-because I am a messenger! I need to know the WORD!! a;sldf duh. 

-I want to be able to supernaturally encourage people more. 

-I want to know Your heart more. 

- I want to be always weak at the knees about who Jesus is, what He is about, what He does