I am going to the zoo tomorrow with my mom. I am just so excited at the thought of feeling a bit like a little kid again. It will be very refreshing to just enjoy being able to be a 'baby'... As much as I think it's ridiculous when my mom tells me to do certain things at home, and I would respond, "Umma, I'm going to collegeeee"... Haha. Look at me nowww... and though even at home, despite being the youngest, I am not exactly the 'baby' of the family... I can pretend, at least this weekend. With one month left of my first year at UCSD, very much filled too, I want nothing else other than to just come to my mama. Haha. 

So today is Sungod, and I have just come back from Academic Advising and I plan to go study at the Living Room. I feel like quite the nerdette- Haha. Or, nerdette-wanna-be. Hahaaaa ok. It will really be worth it though :) I like Augustana and I take pride puha in knowing most of their other songs besides just "Boston" and yadda yadda but I am content with Foreman this whole year, thanks. Teheh 

I was looking at the ad though for Sungod and I find it funny that after all the "safety rules"... they provide all these numbers. Numbers of what? Counseling & Psych Services, Sexual Assault Resource Center, Alcoholics Anonymous... Don't take it the wrong way, and it would definitely be at my fault if I was just trying to judge- but isn't that ironic? That they encourage us to "play safe" but hmm, just in case this "playing"gets you to places where you may feel the need to dial these numbers... Here you go. Do they really not see it? 

Don't get me wrong, I am not saying that going to Sungod is bad all together or actually not even saying anything (at least in this post) about it, but what I find most interesting is the attitude and approach that the school administration has towards what goes on. 

Yeah, that's great that they provide resources for our 'safety'... because that's what caring looks like, right? 

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So much I want to express. Maybe you would get where I am trying to get to. I just found myself thinking about again, how different He is.