Truths to proclaim over self: 

-Your faith can never be an 'act', nor does the fact that you're broken implicate that you don't really believe Jesus to be who He is, just because of your circumstances. It can't be an act. Because your faith is a result of those hardships. And you should overcome the fear, be confident in sharing, because they not only make up your faith but they're what have brought it to where it is. 

-Don't ever feel guilty about pursuing Jesus. 

-His Kingdom is about restoration. Making Him known. Encouraging others towards the invitation by the Uncreated, personally, themselves. His kingdom is found amongst healings; more than physical, spiritual. It's not about going witnessing the most amount of healings, hearing the most amount of prophecies, having the most knowledge about how He's 'advancing His kingdom'... it's about what you DO with what you see, hear, are convicted of. That's when the Kingdom really comes through. 

-Such as sobbing with your dad in the garage moment. Such as the deep compassion that is surely not yours for your mom. Realizing how much you (should) appreciate her. How much she is worth in His eyes.

-love Him for His heart, and let Him know.

-always remember, He's a Person