Two things He told me:

When I asked, what's one thing that You want me to walk away from this week: 

That even if I hadn't 'done' any of this week, 

He'd love me the same. 

...

and that I don't have to be all anxious, 

He's not going anywhere. 

Puhaha... 

There are a lot of things going on. 

Several things He's been bringing up...

I really can't get myself to blog. Last blog remains unedited. 

Tis a journaling season =)... Meaning a lot of in-the-process'es... He's going to teach me things. Ahah

But a thought: as I know, sense, and feel the different things going on for each person around me. Away from me... close to me, not so close to me... and with the new freedom that He's been giving me (would have been the remainder of the last post), that He never meant for it to be a burden but a blessing that I am easily in tune with what others are thinking or feeling, yet He wants me to be free and expressive of who He created me to be and what He's doing in me- Okay this is super run-on. I think He's beginning this shift. And showing me by example (always...). Jesus always had everything to do with the world around Him... Yet He was definitely not living on earth. Physically, He was, but not in His mind, His heart, or His soul. I feel like I'd rather be concerned and involved with what my brothers (allowing, and this is another story) and sisters in Christ, and for sure the ones who don't know Him are going through, than... I don't really know how to form this yet. But my joy shouldn't be blinding. Or limiting. It brings freedom. It opens doors. It gives out invitations. Joy opens eyes. It definitely opens other people's eyes. And I want to rejoice because I know that what lies ahead of whatever my friends or family are facing is freedom and the full package of what He has for them. And press on for them together. 

It's like... when you like someone, and know what they think about you (all good things that make you feel fuzzy inside), you can't help but be so... happy. And it's Him thinking about us that way.

 

I love my new journal. Briana gave it to me at the end of last year, and it has John 4:14 on it. And I decorated it. I am the girl. I'm on a date with Him. =) 

Idk. All I know is that I am more in love with Him than before, and maybe that's all I need to know. Probably. =)