It hit me one day at retreat how beautiful it is that God looks not at our disposition, emotions, knowledge, awareness, circumstances, reputation, nor appearance, but at our hearts. 

Just makes so much sense.

He would. 

And how crazy is that His character remains constant to everyone, millions before us, with us, after us, who have been captivated by who He is. 

And it's funny how, we were convinced somewhere, somehow, that putting up fences, walls, and masks would be the kind of things that will make us content. Feel together. Feel valuable. When in reality, and with Him, and often times with others- signs of vulnerability are what breaks, what draws, what puts together, and what contents. 

Note to self: how to have a completely content, happy mouth and facial expressions for ten minutes: 

Boysenberry + Plain tart + NY Cheesecake + Almonds + Blueberries + Mochi + Gragnola @ Yogurtworld. 

I just realized after I posted this that this note doesn't go with what I wrote above. Haha. But actually, it's a recipe to have a happy heart for ten minutes too. For me at least